To illustrate: Imagine you’re a super-meditator, with a perfectly refined ability to be in the here and now. And you’ve decided you want to go from being completely not in the here and now, to totally immersed in the present. And imagine that you’re listening to a song, let’s say, ‘Beautiful World’ by Colin Hay.
At first, being in some very ordinary state, you might be kind of hearing the song, but also partly lost in thoughts, and also making all kinds of evaluations and judgments about what you like and don’t like about the music. You might think, “it’s a bit slow, I’m bored, what should I listen to next… etc.”
Then, you might tune in a bit. Really get your attention on the song. Now maybe you start to flow with it, really feeling into the sounds themselves… vibing with it. Perhaps your body is even subtly moving with the rhythm. You’ve dropped the ‘evaluating and judging’ abstraction. Now you’re just ‘in it,’ ‘with it,’ the sensations are what dominate.
But you’re eager to go deeper into the present. And as you do that, suddenly the words stop making sense. Colin Hay is singing “I like drinking Irish tea”, and all you’re taking in is… pure sound. Just… sound, prior to any interpretation, before any meaning. You’re so ‘in the present’ that you’re no longer projecting anything you know about language and concepts onto the sound vibrations emerging from Colin’s mouth.
The thing is, that the sound, and the ‘you’ that hears the sound, are also made up! Just at a level that’s a little less abstract, a little more ‘here and now’… you could say. But as with understanding language, the past plays an inevitable role.
What could a ‘you’ be without categories, without some concept of you as a ‘thing’ consistent from one moment to the next? Even the very capacity to discriminate this from that (i.e., like, a body as separate from the chair you’re sitting on) requires an inference, an abstraction, a projection… from the past. How else could electrical signals come alive?
So now it’s really getting wild.
As you drop even deeper into the now, the sound goes ‘poof’. The whole idea of music… is gone. The whole concept of an organism that can listen to music has vanished.
But weren’t you just looking to ‘hang out in the present’? To be a bit more peaceful and relaxed? To reduce some stress?
Being in the present is no joke.